2011 has not been the smoothest yr. In fact it was a yr of roller coaster emotion, a yr of stress handling and decision making.
At his home, there is constant stress and pressure just to stay in the same space with the MIL. At my home there is also constant stress and pressure to give birth. Y wouldn't I feel that I'm homeless? Home is no longer a place for u to feel loved but a source of stress that attacks u directly to the heart and mind by using kinship.
At work it was a yr of juggling between low EQ, over piled with classes, cleaning up extinguished room, solving unreasonable cases.. But on a brighter note at least nw we work happily again. Peace!!
At class, the skill to learn to work with diff ppl of diff age grp was an experience. Other than energy draining, it was a happy class.
My marriage, was a happy and difficult one. If u r only referring to my husband, he is excellent (most of the time) but in regards to the union of 2 families, stress from both sides seem to be breaking the marriage apart. I'm a person with strong principle and cannot ignore things. So I often get into conflicts and get very upset if the proper apologies r left unsaid.
I pray that 212 will be a better year for u and me. The most impt is for my own home to come ASAP to create a space of my own.
