sweet dreamz

Sunday, April 24, 2005

hmm.. apparently, after so many relationships, i have not change for the better... and after so many guys, i still haf not found the one that understand me... maybe i shud just make do with wat i haf? or i shud continue to seek the best fitting one that comes along? guys never understand gers... so i shud not force this to be done right?

I'm just like that.. i buy things on impluse(but who dun?), i say things on impluse. but given more time.. i grow sick of it and i wud easily choose to let go of wat i have.. so continue to give me as much time to think as possible.. cos my answer is going to be more cold blooded...

actualli, i'm someone whom many ppl wud think i'm easy to understand.. cos sad n happy is clearly written on my face.. so i shud be pretty easy to deal with.. but the thing abt me is.. i change.. n change frequently. some take this change as a challenge, some take it as a torture n fear.. u decide..

writtern @4/24/2005 05:21:00 pm

hmm.. pretty sad after my paper today.. i didn't know how to do.. but as wat i have appeared to many.. i'm happy go lucky.. to i cannot take it to heart... but in actual fact, i'm sad.. n surprisingly, pretty sad..cos i did spend effort on it.. but it turn out... argz.... but who the hell cares?

it happen so coincidentally that i cud not slp well for the past 2 days as well... making today more dreadful with the predictable heachache and feverish feeling.. seems like i'm falling sick.. but who the hell cares??

i'm more sad now, cos Dear dun care... he says he does.. but i can onli hear his 'cares'. does he care? no i dun think so....

But i must say.. the Gluttonz/Beauties cares.. and they really care.. they love me with sincere hearts, they care for me with love and genuine feelings... Thanks gers.. i love u guys so much... you guys have make me feel less frightened in the new environment of NUS when i first stepped in.. special thanks to Jill.. u r just gorgeous... thanks gers..

So all the male jerks (or i shud not be mean).. okie.. calling all the male species.. u r not wanted anymore.. I've found ppl more worth loving... so scram!

writtern @4/24/2005 12:41:00 am

Friday, April 22, 2005

Yeek.. Monster....the Diet Monster suck away my 'qi' haha... lucky got Dear to pump it back now... :P

writtern @4/22/2005 11:45:00 am

Sunday, April 17, 2005

In the Library.. zzzz
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writtern @4/17/2005 06:12:00 pm

hmm..
wonder y my title starts off this way? i have been studying for the past few days.. okie.. i admit i did went out for a short break like 2 hours to walk ard n buy somethings.. but even the shoppin trip was rush..

study study study... so boring.. no life man... staring at alien problems, trying to solve them.. but do not even know where to start.. sian... i still have got readings to go thru, notes to go thru.. to organize.. sian sian sian... studying is all about swallowing the information and try to vomit them out in a way to show that u have digest them.. yuckz... Boring...

Where the hell did so many mathematician come out with so many stupid theorms and propersition... must be some ppl tryin to make it famous... so try to find some things to be named after themself.. sickening... wat Stoke's thm, Green's thm... blah blah blah.... neverending thms.. and wat's more.. all the 3-D diagrams are driving me crazy.. image that u have to visualize the diagram using just 2 equations, papers n pens... i think until brain tangled, eyes- crossed.. sian again...

next, IT n SSb.. readings, notes to rearrange and read... my math mod r progressing too slowly.. so slow that IT n SSb is being pushed behind.. i'm cooped up at this piece of table with my notes spread out.. how i wish i cud just go for a swim.. a nice tan under the morning sun... but this swimming idea has been pushed back for 2 days alreadi!!! haiz.. Dear keep delaying... I'm getting fed up.. actualli i dun wanna study by myself.. but think i have to go home liao.. in order to do things by my own time... hate it when i have to follow's some one time table... sian... i wanna go out! i'm becoming a nerd! every half a year.. these things have to happen.. things like feeling the urge to puke at the sight of notes and past year papers, even tutorials... sian ah! what else can i say?

writtern @4/17/2005 05:55:00 pm

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Bryan's foot

writtern @4/10/2005 12:44:00 am

Doreamon!

writtern @4/10/2005 12:44:00 am

Bugs n Me

writtern @4/10/2005 12:43:00 am

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Stress time.. this is starting to sound like 'Dinner Time' so common and so frequent.. exams are cuming.. sprinting towards us.. so scary.. haha.. can see that most of us are already trying to sit down in front of our books and start to pull up our socks.. so i just wanna say.. work hard friends... good life is awaiting you after ur exams.. haha.. sorie.. all craps.. i know this is gonna be a tough month.. but i believe that if one never sow, he will never reap.. hee.. or is it the other way.. but ahh.. nvm la.. u guys understand right.. haha

hmm.. no really giving all my best liao.. completing all projects by this friday.. feel so good to have nothing on hold.. hee hee.. then can really sit down n concentrate on exams.. i have to work hard this sem.. or else i will be wasting time in NUS and having worked so hard just to get into this 'no-life' uni.. sian.. just wanna get a good grade this sem.. n try to appeal for my exchange program in NTU.. haha so pretties.. wait for me.. hahaha...

Baby has been very stressed recently with his tests.. like 3 tests in 2 weeks.. and all his text are like in greek.. funni scientific names and stuffs..escherichia coli ? hahaha.. dun realli know how to spell.. i have been attendng his biodiversity lect and i find it damn crap today.. the lecturer is trying to teach them how the birds and the crocodiles have evolved.. some 'hollow' theories made up by some unknown scientist and explorers.. hmm.. i think they call it hypothesis.. but who cares.. who can prove that they r the same like millions of years before... who can say that dinosaurs really exists by just collecting bones? hmm.. think i gotta stop bullshitting here.. bed time... nite..

Baby, dun get too stressed ok? just try ur best..

writtern @4/07/2005 12:38:00 am