alright blame it on me.. i was just being nautila.. haha

didn't have dinner yest but a slice of foret noir cake form bakerzinn.. not fantastic thou..

then another piece of cake fr jesmond bday..

chocolate overwhelmed!

then i had a vodka orange from why not..

then a est*** which is 80 % alcohol... i felt fire down my throat

puke out my cakes.. yeek

slept at 5am after washing clothes

woke up at 8am with a lao sai tummy

woke up every hr to lao sai

finalli woke up at 2 plus to prepare to go airport then realise tt my clothes r all wet from e rain..

wash clothes again

fetch mum n dad from airport..

came home with dear and slept

what a sleeping day... totally ignore the fact that i have a test on thurs!

writtern @10/25/2006 01:01:00 am

OMG.. pls la jac.. take some time for urself.. haiyo.. we cannot be there 24 hrs to look after u lei.. try to take care of urself k? wanna collapse how many times this month? still keep asking me go clubbing? heart also feel pain for u.. u wan to save money rite? then dun keep visiting the hospital lo.. anyway.. take care.. when u go out at night call me, k?

writtern @10/22/2006 01:17:00 pm

school has become more n more meaningless to me.. i just come to sch for the sake of it.. if not i wud not even come..

slping at night is becoming a chore.. causing my neck to hurt..

i need to start revising soon.. given the tough modules n the lack of time, i still can skip lect and tut to relaz in cblc.. haha

anyway.. jill is here with me today.. lecturers are getting more n more boring.. do they think that they realli manage to convey the concept of the module to us? how much do we learn every lesson? i can say less than 2%... cos i dun even understand their 'ingrish'.. so shut off is the natural thing to do.. n their notes n info can be so disorganized.. totally diff from what they say.. hai.. tot math ppl suppose to be more logical n more systematic?

someone tell me the meaning of sch pls.. is it just pay money, memorise some notes, take exams and get the cert? no wonder they say graduates are no big deal.. cos their brains are considered empty when they go into the society..

so if i can do the job well.. does the authentification of the cert matter? cos u wan the cert, so as long as i get one(no matter what mtd).. shud it matter?

definitely they r some which r upgrading modules n courses.. then those certs r useful.. but so wat if i took part n get a cert of participation, even distinction? does it guarantee that i use those i learnt?

nvm.. tink i'm just sick n tired of sch.. it cud have been more rewarding if our evaluation abt lecturers and a stricter selection of teaching staffs was imposed.. apparently it made us feel that they r teaching cos they need a job.. to just do n fulfill their requirement n continue their stay in s'pore..

how come uni prof n lecturers dun need to go to NIE lei??

writtern @10/20/2006 01:17:00 pm

I Love my Family 

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writtern @10/18/2006 11:08:00 pm

"I can't be pleasing you all the time and i'm sorry for that.. it is just tat your mood swings are too severe.. do control them"

that is it...

The End

writtern @10/16/2006 10:22:00 pm

writtern @10/16/2006 05:36:00 pm

My baby is a stubborn freak... haha
he is gg to kill me for this.

Shoutouts:

Happy Birthday to David!!!! old man.. hahahaha..
Happy Birthday to Eugene Neo! another old man..
Hao Ren.. jia you.. u got me!
Marie.. u know wat i wan to say.. shan't say more
the Gluttonz with val, yi ling and dora.. i love u gers to the bits..
Sorry weiling i cannot go ur birthday..
Pretties.. when we meeting? wan to go villa bali!
Lili.. take care.. u can always pick me when u wan to go west coast..

last wish: hope those on the list sees this.. haha..

i m feeling chirpy today.. yipee.. i wan to take photoshoot next month with hao ren! yeah.. jian fei jian fei.. save money save money..

baby, u r gg to sponsor my shoot rite? u owe me 1 pressie for anni!!!!!! argh..

writtern @10/15/2006 04:02:00 pm

rem when we were freshies, we were fascinated by the in flock of new faces in sch.. getting new relationship seems to be the norm..

it never got to us that it will ever get to us... if our partner is gg to be a freshies this new sem and we r old undergraduates already..

since the start of the sem.. i have been hearing of bfs falling for younger gers in their halls, class etc.. guess it is all part n parcel of uni life..

new ppl definitely gives u the fire relit feeling. i once enjoyed tt too..

but then the old party like me.. will be cursing and swearing abt how long they waited for them and loved them.. i do agree on the effort spent..

it is a double edged sword.. no right nor wrong.. just a normal reaction.. an excitement to the new friends ard.. u find more ppl n u THINK they r more suitable for u, u find them more understanding, more sweet, more pretty..

it is a never ending competition.. they may not be better than ur current partner, it is just tt u r sick n tired of the current one.. finding them plain dull n onli picking on u..

who dun like the sweetness of a new relationship? the time when ur eyes onli see the strengths of the other person.. the time when every he/ she does is sweet and caring...

but we always forgot tat it will be gone soon and the same old problem abt your problems surface and when u both dun bother to upkeep ur looks and turn fat n haggard due to sch work or plain laziness.. u will look ard for new ones again?

i say all this is just pure excitement and being human, or more specifically Singaporeans, we are forever not happy with our current situation.. becos we are just not self contented.. a bottomless pit for satisfication and with overwhelming desire to own everything.

so relax ppl.. if ur man/gal is doing such things... treat them better, change a new look for yourself.. make urself more pretty or good looking.. even if it still dun work out in the end.. at least u gave urself a new chance to be hunt for..

it is a game of nature.. the prey n predator game

enjoy~

writtern @10/08/2006 03:00:00 pm

I m a official slacker.. woke up late today for tutorial.. so end up alll tuts n lects dun wan to go... i wan to go fix my watch, fix my stupid ez link card and finally take a sip on my tea n enjoy my Mid Autumn Festival..

what a life..

i wan to carry lanterns! i wan to make campfires! i wan to eat my durian mooncake! i wan to make shapes with a lot a lot of candles!

then i wan to lose weight! haha.. after all the eating of mooncake, i wan to lose some wt to make space and prepare for my makeover.. still searchin for a good place, weiyi says she help me ask her photographer! yipee.. baby paying.. triple yipee!

losing wt is such a chore now.. i used to do it so easily.. now yummy food seems so tempting.. haiz..

anyway i'm in sch.. with nothing to do cos i refuse to attend lect n tut.. so i'm in cblc with my dear, companying him while he gets gan cheong with his unfound notes n is tested in 30 min time.. jia you x 3 baby

later i m gg to have my lunch b4 i make my way down to FJ Benjamin to fix my Precious Marc Ecko that jo got for mi.. damn irritating for it to give me problems in just one month..

maybe i will drop by jo on my way back.. or mayb wax affair.. but jo seems like a better idea..

then i wud have to decide if i shud go hm or come back sch.. to company dear till 7 or later..meanwhile i shud be studying my econs test on mon.. n proceed for my sci of music n markov test.. so many bloody tests.. need a bigger ram for myself

then i shud be doing back up for my lappie and then reformat it.. hahaha.. brainwashing u.. stupid lappie kena virus or spyware also dun know.. think hdd got prob.. how dare u crash on me? muahahaha

ok.. now let me nuah for a while..

writtern @10/06/2006 12:05:00 pm

air realli bad.. haze indicator up till 73.. life sux being a living entity..

jo sick.. studio may be cancelled.. so wasted 2 lesson..

joined latin hip hop last week. very xiong but very nice..

eat n gorged myself in buffets this weeks..

tests drown me..

today dear ask me a qn" today test how ah? can do?"

i ans" can.."

he got a shock..

haha.. normally i will say cannot n bitch abt how diff it is.. but today's one i can do.. proud of myself..

writtern @10/02/2006 11:39:00 pm