sweet dreamz

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Hideous photos.. but fond memories.. when was the last time we were that CRAZY?

writtern @9/30/2007 03:35:00 pm

Friday, September 28, 2007

Love has no definition

people says i m so mean.. to make such a mean blog entry..

i felt that i had to get it out.. through some ways.. to express myself.. what i realli feel.. which i have not done so in a long while.

I am lost.. in a world of doubts about myself and everyone else..

I became unsure... i became undecisive.. i became.. no me..

but what is 'me'?

someone who is caring to ppl.. willing to sacrifice time and other things for friends.. someone who is willing to lend a helping hand.. someone who is punctual.. someone who remembers whatever her frds request and arranged.. someone who plans everything beforehand.. someone who completes her work.. someone who is very demanding to her bf and work..

I am none now.. but the question is.. without all these above..

am i still Me?

e bf says that i have changed.. maybe.. to someone i dun recognized.. to someone who is alive for the sake of another one..

to someone who does everything for another person..

to someone who dun know what is love and how to love..

i have changed.. i have moved on with life.. Have U?

writtern @9/28/2007 02:38:00 pm

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

This is gg to be a combine post of pictures..

Mid Autumn Festival gathering

Yummy mooncake from HK!

Moon cakes are realli yummi... so good that i ate 5 pieces of them!

Piang... i got forfeit when we played 'zhong ji mi ma' eat until i wan to vomit... much as i wan to savour the mooncakes..

Mad jack Cafe @ Jalan Kayu

This is the yucky FISH i had.. looks like chicken breast rite? tell u lo.. it taste like one too... pui..

Lyon struggling with the meatless chicken wing.. hard like shit.. dry like paper.. YUCKS

3rd Anniversary photos

He says, " i chose extra deep red roses.. cos red roses represent passion.. so deep red is Very passionate!" hahahaha...

The Fatty Bom Bom with his pressie

I swear i onli ate the salad and half the calamari..

Sleepy after dinner

Sucky beer at acid bar or is alley bar

This guy is trying to do a proposal act.. lousy actor!

writtern @9/26/2007 02:10:00 pm

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

MOON CAKE festival...

wrong.. Mid- Autumn festival..

haha..

take lanterns take lanterns... still rem last yr we took lanterns in NUS.. looks like KuKUS.. but all of them pei wo.. keke

Yest i made mooncake until 1am!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went for driving again this morning.. pls.. i look like a panda kena punched.. dbl panda..

yat says tmr go mambo.. think i can look like zombie liao..

sorrie yat.. i reali can't rem when i ask u to come for lunch.. now i recall i said a thursday.. but is it this thurs??

can someone grant me a off day?

a day where i m not allowed to think, to do anything but sleep??

i will never get pretty or be slim.. hur..

Btw.. bryan got me durian mooncake.. and i was savouring it at like 1230am!!!!!!! Yummi.. bitter-sweet durian..

My love...

the durian la.. not u fatty bom bom.. keke

writtern @9/25/2007 12:00:00 pm

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Probably u can tell how bored i m feeling now.. blogging 2 times in a day..

sian man.. surf net until no website to surf.. all my regular webbie has gone thru 2 or 3 times liao..

work work work now..

trying to think of something..

how can anyone has new ideas all the time?

my brain juice is almost dried..

HELP~~

writtern @9/23/2007 03:47:00 pm

A simple affair
The celebration was kept simple. partly due to my work.. i had to assist a party and therefore cannot reach or meet him earlier.. onli manage to meet up at 8pm

decide to get him a cufflink at first.. so trick him to square 2 where his favourite shop Roff is..

walked ard and then lead him to the shop.. and he being so attracted to it.. requested to go there himself too..

so he got 2 ties and i got one for my brother.. that makes 3 and he is therefore given a free cufflink.. due to a promotion.. pretty nice i would say..

and ta dah.. his pressie is cufflinks and 2 ties..

he got me flowers..deep red roses... very passionate he say...

then dinner was too late to go to The Central as planned..

so settled at Fish & Co.. back at Novena square.

follow by cineleisure to meet his colleagues.. and a drink at the acid bar..

was very tired.. still want to go.. cos i know he will be happy for me to meet his friends..

nice live acoustic band... nice ppl..

was dropped dead after bath..

and up at 9 to go to work again.. kinda sian during sundays now.. but i suppose to get monday and thursday off.. 2 full days instead of 1 and half..

however seems like i'm more tired...

writtern @9/23/2007 01:11:00 pm

Saturday, September 22, 2007

it is the 3rd anniversary for Bryan and me..

he is so excited abt it

he smsed me at 12am to wish me happy anniversary

he wants to book a place for a nice dinner

he planned to bring me out for shopping

he demands a pressie from me

he hopes to get a pressie for me

he wants to stay over with me tonight

Notice is all 'him'?
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Cos i just dun feel a weeny bit of excitement anymore

writtern @9/22/2007 08:57:00 am

Friday, September 21, 2007

terrible headache... feels like the tension headache i got few months back..

shucks..

shitty feeling..

feeling ups and downs.. dun know why.. is it my pms?

just not feeling good... no matter what you do..

writtern @9/21/2007 06:02:00 pm

Roar! MOonCake!
tried making mookcake yest with jo.

**btw i PASSED my final theory for driving.. meaning i can book for my TP after the next lesson if nothing goes wrong! HUAT ah

we tried snowskin mooncake.. pretty easy actually.. cos got premix mah!
hahaha then we tried agar agar.. hey Jo.. this morning i took out the mooncake.. turns out ok! and i got beautiful boxes to contain them.. just like a PRO
now i'm so tired... was tokin to andy and tariq yest till ard 1.. faint**
and i m a good worker ok? i came early to work at 930 to finish up my stuffs..
somemore i got a bloody (literally) cramp.. damn!

btw.. some pics from andy..