i tot i wanted my day to end perfectly no matter how tired i am. But i was screwed.. by no one directly. I can only blame myself. I blame myself for putting u as priority, i rem all the things u need.. and i forgot mine.
i went to the drivin centre and came home, w/o taking my theory test, cos i did nt have my wallet with me = i dun have ic. i cannot even take cab home. even the invigilator offer to lend me money.. but that was too much shame for me to take. economically it does not make sense to pay additional $20 for a test when i can rebook at $6.
all these i blame it on myself. but still i wan to blame it on u. be it ur insensitivity, ur disability to priortise me and whatsoever. i never felt more like a failure than today..
i fell down yester b4 bed.. hoping n praying my interview goes well today.. i dun even have time to tell u and there i cannot take my test as scheduled.. i'm feeling like a piece of shit now.. i m no longer sensitive to ur feeling.. fark u
