The cosy feeling of mom buying back your favourite food. The nice warm feeling of mom prepared everything and you so feel well taken care of. Things that are taken for granted.
people may comment that my situation is very blissed. That MIL takes care of the family, does not require me to do household chores... indeed... i'm pretty blessed in this way..
the only reason i refuse to go home is ... there is no warmth at home. That place feels cold, rejected and simply no love.. there is no love in the house.. only grumbles, complains and quarrels..
this thought is growing s deep inside me that i'm feeling depressed. Am i so difficult to please? i don't need anyone to please me.. but i really wanna feel family love, esp when now i have a new father.
I am probably going insane.. and this makes me reject, dislike leading to hate for the family.. i wan to break free... and i do not wan my children to have any close relationship with this kind of family.
everyone has their own set of thinking and character they want to build for their children. i m merely protecting my children in future... yes...
