Enjoying peace and happiness in a house is not easy.. sometimes rare... only rather it depends on the mood of others. People tend to spoil or affect others mood or rather they choose to affect each other moods to be like theirs, especially shitty mood. maybe people are born selfish. They cannot see others happy if they are not, they do not want to see others enjoying if they can't. That's how selfish people can be.
is always a dilemma. is always things that you see nothing wrong but is hurting me...
one sentence... I DON'T WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE AN INFANT THAT CANNOT DO THINGS ON THEIR OWN!
i rather complain that i'm tired, i have no time.. then to feel like an idiot and all things i want to do get snatch away.
maybe she really wan to take care of you just like her baby.. but leave me alone..
in the end, she washed the bedsheet. in the end, she decides all the ingredients for our lunch that i wanted to prepare. In the end, she instruct every step to cook. In the end she took over the cooking and i stood like an idiot.
How am i suppose to learn if she takes away all the opportunity to try? she is getting on my nerves and i swear i will explode on her VERY SOON if things continue like that.
but i learn. From now on, I will NEVER wash my own dishes, i will Never cook a single meal in this house, i will Never buy anymore things for the house's fridge, i will Never suggest any form of activites for the house people, i will NEVER read a letter for her, i will Never ever stay in this house alone with her or cross into her path.
I should have never bothered cos there is a dictator in the house.
