Leaving you alone is so easy and yet difficult..
guess you still refuse to be sober and come to your senses...
Yes, we will leave u alone.. and not one is gg to bother u anymore.. at least not for me..
cos i loved u.. i cared for u.. i sacrifice my time, money to educate you to my best effort...
nothing was appreciated... Never mind.. wat's more not even a little sense of responsibility to face up to your actions and failure was shown..
Yes, I am disappointed.. with YOU.. very disappointed..
you have let all the people who loved you, cared for you, trying our best to help you down.. Not becos you could not make it in studies or work... but cos..
all the love from blood relations went down to drain.. uncomparable to a few words from other people.. whom you claim to love..
why is it that you never really love us? where is all the love you proclaimed? If you really loved us, how could you bear to break our heart like that?
17 years of caring for you.. how could you cruelly push your dear ones away and hate us?
it pains us.. to see
u changed into someone we dun even recognized... where is all the righteous when you were complaining about other people's silly actions?
But now... I m letting everything go... I no longer wan to know anything about you, how are you doing.. if you are well taken care of.. or have a proper job....
becos the whole ordeal is eating too much into me... and i m very worried for your parents who don't know how long they can withstand.. cos everything is kept to themself, all the tears and pain..
I pray that this whole thing will come to an end.. my dear aunties and uncles dun have to work so hard to contain their hurt..
in any case, I wish you the best. Be it you are alone or with someone.. wish you will have the perfect relationship... wish that you will last in this relationship... and that someone will be able to afford to provide for you, to take good care of you, to stay faithful to you...
TO JoJO:
I know you are having a difficult time now.. but i also know that you can get through all these.. at least your daddy is on the road to recovery.. you still have a chance to do whatever you want or should do... dun waste anymore time.. we should never take things for granted.. it is only when we are on the verge of losing it, we know how much we dun wan to lose them.
To all:
If you have made your parents/loved ones angry.. tell them Sorry now.. after a quarrel, patch it up... dun live with regrets..
I know that because when I said Sorry to him... he can't hear me anymore.. and it took me a whole 21 years to know how much i love him...
