There is a delay in the update of information.
First
Thanks to all who are concern abt me.. and him.
We are back together.
we have decided to forgive and forget abt e whole incident. whoever wrong or right does nt matter.
But why the reason to delay this so-called 'good' update to my dear friends?
cos i'm afraid.
i'm afraid that every time i post something positive, something negative is gg to happen..
I'm pessimistic abt being too comfortable again in this relationship..
yes.. i admit.. now i'm stressing myself.. to be a better gf.. to be more attentive to his needs... to listen to him more... I'm trying.. it is hard.. but i can make it.. and make it become 'me'
This whole week has been more than just a roller coaster.. i m really grateful to all my friends who are concern..
namely, Jo, Yat, Tariq far from USA, Andy, WeiKun, even Eugene...
this is the only few situations where u know who are u true friends.
To those who stood by Bryan.. i thank u too.. u did help him and made him feel better during this rough patch.
On a side note.. he is joining me for a short trip to Malaysia.. I'm feeling happy abt it
and my thought for now is:
我只想让你觉得你是世界上最幸福的男人, 我希望也能成为你心中最幸福的女人
