somehow.. i'm losing it. losing the faith that you will be able to fulfil ur promise n 3 yrs time..

just like u never take ur promises to heart..

I cry in slient deep down in my heart..

to see the change in you that u do not notice.. u say it was necesscery..

i hate myself for bring u to the starting line of material..

to u.. nothing is wrong... everything is fine. i shud adapt to u since u tried ur best to adapt to me..

it is so difficult.. to find urself and be urself...

i tried so hard to find myself.. to know myself again.. u shud too..

everything is fine.. i dun wan to argue with u.. cos u have ur reasons and u wun listen...

feel like i'm such an irritating person..hate myself..

used to convince myself that i shud be contented with u...

used to convince myself that i wud happy to start a family with u...

used to convince myself tat u will try ur best to fulfil what u promised in the shortest time..

u always say u know what to do.. u know how to do.. they r just at the back of ur mind...

i dun see the urge for me.. i see that u are so much for urself..

I'm losing myself. i'm losing u..

Or maybe we shud let go.. to seek what we realli wan.. to find the one that realli suits us..

I'm tired.. just be looking at u...

writtern @6/26/2007 11:15:00 pm