A nice song when i was watching Campus Superstar on coincidence one sat.. very alex toh song...

Here is the lyrics

小星星 亮晶晶 閃在妳的眼睛裡
從此投入我的心 呼風又喚雨
我願意 好願意 雙手奉上我自己
單身夜裡找到妳 再也不離去
愛是我 愛是妳 愛是肯定句
OH~誰也不能阻擋我 永遠守護妳
日出日落 黑夜白晝 時時刻刻擁在懷中
清清楚楚這感動 分秒可以成永久
我望著妳 妳看著我 有句話我想對妳說
今生今世跟著我 做妳幸福的理由
嫁給我

writtern @2/27/2006 01:39:00 am

Back from MOS.. it sux for the 2nd time.. not ever gg there again.. it is just not my cup of tea, coffee, milo, horlick... whatever..

went to Bossy pub again.. this time was so funni..

let me just say how 'sar la' it was the whole night..

first i wore clubbing clothes to geylang for dinner.. i look so wrong.. like a hooker on the street.. damn.. nvm.. to top it off.. jac n me walked from aljunied to paya lebar mrt.. phew

second, i got lost in boat quay/ clarke quay.. took a cab to MOS

third, MOS killed all the enthusiasim i had with its 'special' mix of songs.. just dun know how ppl got high there and danced as if she has eaten estacy/ steriod... basically she was wearing little and bouncing like a crazy woman and squeezing groups of guys once she entered the cage at smoove. just tot she looked damn fugly in that manner.. cheapo.. pardon me to say..

Forth, in MOS smoove.. saw a guy that resembles(almost a mirror image of) my first bf.. scared me.. but he is one yr younger than ME so confirm dun know him anyway.. just felt funny when i danced with him. haha..

Fifth, went to bossy pub.. then tot only meeting 2 old frds.. si car li.. a whole bunch of frds.. all used to hang out with my ex bf again.. hahaha.. looks like some social gathering lo.. everyone dun know wat to say.. hahaha... but in the end still manage to make through the night. Thanks to Fa-ge for sending me back to the west thou u all stayed in the east! haha.. thanks man

lastly, i'm back safely in Baby's room.. munching on my noodles again.. having some sleepy thoughts( as in not thinking of slping).. blabbering some rubbish here..

But is was just a SAR LA (wrong) night.. hai..

think i'll wake baby up to company me.. since i'm too full to slp after supper.. shud i??

writtern @2/26/2006 04:29:00 am

I'm moving.. moving away from pain. the pain thingee in my few previous entry..

I'm moving.. moving towards happiness.. i'm appreciating people ard me.. i'm appreciating little concern they drop for me.. i'm feeling LOVE everyday.. every moment..

I feel that i'm no longer ALone..

How many times have i said? Time fades scar but does not heal pain.. Over the time.. we forget about the unhappy happenings, the hurtful remarks pointed to us, the physical pain inflicted on us ( just like the labour pain during pregnancy)..

All these will only come back when you ALLOW yourself to be trapped in depression, when you feel that you 'bu gan yuan' (not satisfied or not worth it).. when is the last time you had that?

When is the last time that you feel that what you had given is not rightfully returned?

People says that if you give, don't expect to be returned.. only then you will not feel bad abt the person you gave to.. But why would you wan to give in the 1st place if you did not wan any thing back later on?

Guys do things willingly for gers to get her hand.. gers reject them to keep them as a good frd forever beside them thinking that the man wud be there like they did to listen to their rattlings, rants, company them for shopping, support them in whatever performances or achievements they have, to cook or deliver food to them...

DO you think that any man would do that if they were just your normal FRIENDS?

even bf may not go to that extend... so think again..

writtern @2/23/2006 01:31:00 pm