hmm... end of my 3 weeks contract at China Square.. very sad.. cos i cannot see Jacq everyday liao, cannot tok to Error n Shiang Yang everyday, cannot go to spinelli n haf a hot chocolate liao... very very sad.. i made very good friends there.. despite the not too efficient management team.. We had a good time over there.. toking nonsense under the sun, thinking of ways to make each other's day happy.. breaking rules like eating openly in the counter, closing the counter to go makan.. haha.. it had been a great experience there.. not onli from the work.. but a lot more comes from Jacq's conversations.. she has show me wat is call a amazing person.. having so many types of work experience.. it is so cool.. hope we can work together again ok? i just love working with u.. u tot me to be humble in whatever i do.. to just do n not complain.. i see ur thirst for learning.. n not like my rejects for studies.. i m now more keen to learn more things readily. thanks ger.. u are a great friend n a great mentor..

back to myself.. i m gg to learn how to make earrings from xuan wan.. thanks ger in advance.. wanna learn to make cards n necklace as well.. so borrowed some books.. hope my clumsy hands can work properly.. haha.. will go for the i nouvi make up class as well, maybe the ear candling also... then will go pick up baking cakes.. n most imptly.. will try to learn proper manicure from Diana.. so glad tt someone is willing to teach me.. but this will take a bit of time.. slowly learn.. cos i have interest n it will benefit my Dear dear as i can do ear candling for him n bake nice cakes for my dear friends.. n Wan wan.. dun worry..i learn earrings liao.. won't snatch business one. haha.. maybe can combine bracelets with ur earrings to make a set. wanna try selling in school bazzars?? msg me ok? hmm.. gg to register for classes liao..

b4 tat. let me update more pics for my little birthday celebrations.. hee hee


Me with my little panda cake



me n Jacq w the cake

writtern @7/26/2005 01:21:00 pm

received a sms from a team mate.. telling me that i m not an outcaste.. hmm.. maybe i gave the wrong impression in my previous post.. i wasn't trying to gein sympathy n say until u all like very bad.. so u dun need to come tell me how hard u have tried to call my house to contact me. it just set me wondering... how did u get my hp number then to sms me now?? if i m not at home, i suppose i can be contacted on my hp.. but u know.. it does not matter to me anymore.. after so many years of rivaling, back stabbing, crying together, treating as if we were the best of friends.. i no longer feel anything.. cos u have fly my aeroplane too many times.. n just vanish as n when u like... u appear as n when u like.. so mysterious.. if tat is u.. sorie.. tt's not the friend that i m looking for nor wat i had been looking for.. maybe it's just the lack of fate n luck that i have my team like that.. maybe it is my fault cos i always cannot make endings beautiful.. so causing our awkardness when we meet.. so it is ok. that shall be the past me.. i did not cherish u guys.. my fault.. from now i cherish all my friends.. n never to neglect them..

after all these.. some current affair on myself:
i m very shagged.. very tired.. went clubbing yest with my dear Jacq n serene.. hmm.. had a wild night, popping tequila n gulping 'nid'.. dun know how to spell.. dance with a couple of guys.. quite fun.. but was so tired after that.. now body aching..

oh... n Jacq celebrated my birthday for me in advance cos my work will end this week... very sad.. cannot see her n go crazy with her liao.. this is a picture of my little birthday cake.. so cute right??

think i shall tok less n post more of our crazy pics.. whahaha...



This one is when Jacq got her new Canon Ixus 50.. she wanna gif the impression of being rape.. hahaha..



We are trying to make up on her face.. this is before any colors are added..



this is our Masterpiece.. hahaha.. hantu!

and not to forget that our fave snack there is the peach tarts from Han's! our record is buying 2 boxes of 4 tarts in one day n finishing them all by ourself.. hahaha.. then Jacq had a good time in the toilet.. hee hee..


This is something we made cos we were too bored.. a nice belt for me!

oh.. n we went shopping.. bought a pair of boots each.. mine is a khaki full boots.. so nice.. i like.. gg to get another pair when i find one i like... hee hee..


this is us before gg to Dbl O.. pic taken by bryan..


Me n serene in dbl o.. can see how blur we are getting??


This is the Gui Gui that we tok to when we are alone or bored.. very cute smiley face it has..


My free shades from STYLE.. n damn.. i just broke my own one...again



Jacq in her cool biking shades..


Me trying to imitate her.. hahaha..

okok.. enuff of all the posting.. i'm gg to miss her so much after this sunday..

n it is 12am now.. Happy 10th month Dear Dear.. i love u..

writtern @7/22/2005 12:00:00 am

haven been updating.. cos recently working n giving tuition.. not having enuff slp liao.. so too tired to blog. hai.. today came back a little early cos i dun wanna go esplanande meet dear.. then i was surfing friendster.. guess wat i saw.. haha.. a photo of my xinmin volleyball team outing.. but i wasn't even informed.. hmmm.. nvm.. i was an outcaste all the way. n having so many of them back stabbing me until i dun know who.. i also feel weird to see them. they will not enjoy if i were there.. i think i shud be better off with my friends now.. n yah.. my friendships blossom after secondary life.. not including sooli who was my buddy all the while starting sec 4. my most exciting n happy life was in JC.. my pretties in NYJC and xuan wan brought me so much happiness that i did not know in sec sch.. i onli rem tears then.. a bit sad.. but nevertheless.. i learnt a lot.. n i learnt to adapt fast to any environment. hence i suppose this is wat i had to exchange for, friendship with some lifelong experience. but at least i also learnt how to make 'good' friends that will stay by my side no matter wat.. hence i cherish my every single friendship now... i love u palz..

writtern @7/17/2005 10:49:00 pm

i was so bored at work today that i suddenly have this tot.. it is about flamers on blog. i think i'm gg to have a disclaimer like this-
" i have my rights to post whatever i wanna say, be it friendly or unfriendly. it is not for boliao flamers wannabes to read n start to spread it ard n start flaming me. in the first place, u may not be even mentioned in the blog entry. u are just trying to gain attention. and i believe that i also have the rights to post whatever pics i wan, be it nude pics, animals, family or even people i dun know. it is just like you guys copy and paste pics of ppl on public forums and even made them your wall paper(who knows?). nude pics or obsecene pics should not be given such a big hoo haa.. esp when u have been watching downloaded porn video or buying porn dvds ( so pls shut ur jaws). if u are below the legal age, then pls do not any how go into other ppl's blogs whom u dun even know. even if u are of legal age, u shud not too.. i know sometimes it is wild surfing. then u betta dun say anything. if u still insist on flaming ppl, then post ur blog up as well. then u know the feelings, u coward."

hmm.. suddenly i feel so shiok.. wahahaha...

writtern @7/07/2005 11:04:00 pm

Us again.. enlarged 

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hmm... yest Bryan made me so angry with his lateness.. was already so hungry cos i skipped breakfast, hoping to have lunch with him.. by the time i reach the designated place to meet him, my gastric was already giving me signals. so painful loh.. then i went to buy a chendol softee cos onli 50 cents. hee hee.. n also i was earlier then 1pm, our meeting time. then when i called him at 1255pm, cos i got a bad feeling, he was still at home!!! WTH, i was like fine lo, u win. if u dun wanna meet me then at least tell me, y haf to keep me waiting me like that.. super pissed.. then he ask me to go eat myself somemore.. super TL.. was angry for the whole day, even at dance class.. so left half way thru the class.. then he say things like "angry for so long liao, dun angry la" WTF! angry also must count time de ah?? super duper pissed... so i refused to go dinner with him, thou i promised his parents to go.. when his mama know why i was angry, she scolded him.. so O B good..
Bryan dear, ur lateness has reach a saturation point to my patience.. if u continue to be like that.. dun regret.. huh...

then today that guy tell me he wanna go car show.. meet me ard 4-5pm when he told me he will company me to shopping yest night..was like.. HUH?! damn.. i dun wanna see u liao.. dun need ur company lo.. not that desparate.. i can go shopping myself or with my friends.. u are no longer a neccessity.. so F*** off..

writtern @7/03/2005 12:57:00 pm

Lem is wearing a SKIRT... *freak out* 

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