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writtern @5/28/2005 10:50:00 pm

hmm.. went for interview at Wild Wild Wet to day... it went pretty well.. just hope that i get the job.. the job does not really pays u like a million... but the job scope is to haev fun.. hmm.. good deal? u get paid to have fun! hahaha.. well for me.. i get to bask out in the sun as well.. extremely good deal for me.. oh... btw.. thanks Andy for ur recommendation! (dun know if u will see) hahaha..

Went for tuition n dance class in the evening too.. hmm.. i dropped one tuition.. so 2 more on going.. a bit draggy in the holz. but nvm.. after this year.. i will onli keep one at most.. need to chiong for result liao.. then maybe i can do weekend job.. at least not to stress. then for the dance class..as most of u shud know.. i'm learning Tango n Jive.. supposedly with Dear.. but he is super busy to attend all the lesson.. so i will be dancing with other ppl or his friends during class.. hmm..dun tok abt dance liao.. sian.. the things r not gg as we wanted it to be.. we wanted to learn n dance together.. now he seems like too busy to practice. n onli free for occasional class. we r not progressing as a couple.. no Mo Qi at all.. sian.. kena stepped many times.. pain sia.. haiz.. i dun know la.. he can of cos go do work.. saying it is for me n things.. but.. haiz.. nvm.. i dun know how to say.. n just now we left quite unhappily.. think he is playing game now.. since he is not online. maybe he is.. but just not on msn. i dun care liao.. i shall live me own life.. nothing bothers me anymore.. i will be happy..

writtern @5/25/2005 11:31:00 pm

Hello helllo.. sorie here cos i'm a little cranky when i wrote this. hmm.. just got back from work.. imagine wat i m working as part time now??? Tiger Beer ger.. wahahaha.. can never imagine myself to wear that funni looking tiger dress.. but i did.. yesterday.. hahaha.. hope i dun see anyone i knew.. but actualli.. Tiger beer ger is not that bad after all.. not like those in the coffeeshop de.. they got comm.. we dun.. so no worries on sales at least. then today.. i wore white skirt n jersey.. with sports shoes.. lucky me.. or else my legs will break from my constant 2 days of heels.. haiyo.. i stood on heels for 5 hrs yest, 3 hrs today for dance.. if any longer.. think i may consider breaking off the heels. hahaha.. hmm.. btw my cousin is staying with me this week.. since his parents are on a holiday.. sweet huuh? but my little cousin cries non stop in the night. almost every hour hhe will wake up n cry.. ccan't slp tight.. hope he gets to slp soon.. cos i'm slping too! hahaha.. anyway.. Happy Birthday to Dear's Mammy also. n of cos to Wen Wen n my grandfather whose birthday is on monday. hee hee.. birthday means got celebrations, got mum mum, got cake! yeah.. i love celebrations.. hmm.. has typed too much.. hands very , extremely tired from beer pouring n typing.. shall end.. take care everyone out there. i miss everyone k? I love u Honey... nite

writtern @5/22/2005 01:40:00 am

hai.. i haven been jobless for 2 weeks!! to be exact 3 WEEKS! 3 god damn weeks.. wat m i gg to do if it continues.. very sian.. i have been rotting somewhere.. trying to read.. trying to find jobs.. but the job agencies one r very far like expo n all retail timing.. cannot.. i got tuition.. left one for this month.. a bit ma fan also.. but cannot be help.. cos PSLE ger.. so bear with it lo.. i needa work.. or else grow mushrooms liao.. then maybe i can start selling human made mushroom.. cool?? bleahz..

i have been pampering myself since the exams ended. bought 1 3/4 pants, 1 slacker top, 1 topshop top, 1 gio top.. Very broke.. n just went to KTV.. friends planning to go again n even clubbing.. i NEED $$$...

so anyone got lobang for jobs.. please tell me... i can work islandwide.. no specific location.. hahaha... if tuition assignment.. i prefer group.. cos i got no more time to do one-one.. help!

writtern @5/17/2005 12:08:00 am

hmm.. i'm back from chalet. let me do some recount.

on the first day, the Gluttonz went to Wild Wild Wet, leaving poor Dearie to go check in n stay in the chalet the whole day. We had a lot of fun though and was totally exhausted by the end of the day. Luckily i had no tuition lesson later in the day. So Dear n i went to Tampines mall n had a sumptous dinner at Breeks while the gers went home. the food was quite good but for my lasagne was a little too salty. Then we went shopping around n bought mango puddding(yummi) n some bread from NTUC. after which we went back to the room. it was stil quite early after we got back. but we didn't have anything in mind. so we just slack ard in the chalet, watch tv, read books. then we slept soundly till the next morning.

On the second day, we woke up to a dull day. supposed to have planned for cycling n stuffs. but it rained the whole day till 6pm. so no choice, we stayed in n played cards n bored games. so simply that how it goes even after we went off for tuition. cos dear n me got tuition at night, hence we have to leave the gers n guys together i n the chalet. sorie guys.. it wasn't kinda expected to be like that. at night.. the gers went out ot takeaway seafood.. yummy crabs n prawns.. thanks ladies.. n the guys went separately to have their own dinner. by the time we got back. it was pretty late n some guys hafta leave. n Dear was pretty sad abt that. cos he didn't even get to tok to a number of them. it was meant to be a gathering for them. sorie dear. then he stayed on with the rest of the guys n chat. while the gluttonz chose to go upstairs to play games. after some time.. dear asked us to go out for supper but the gers dun wanna eat.. so dear has to go alone n will end up w/o transport back. so he chose to go home. hmm.. i was sad with that decision. but i know that is the best way out. so he went off.

n today we check out early in the morning n got home to slp. i smsed dear to call me when he wake up which he faithfully did. so while i was slping, he called. i picked up his call n we didn't chat long. cos i know he was not happy abt the chalet on the second night. so i did not wanna protest anything. cos it was difficult to mix the people together. he told me feedbacks abt the chalet. i was crushed. stunned. totally lost. what can i do in the situation last night? i definitely can follow u whenever u go, faithfulli.. but like u got ur friends, i've got mine. i can't leave them just like that. so sorie. i will take up whatever responsibility u wan me to. cos there's nothing i cud do. ~end~

writtern @5/11/2005 01:52:00 pm

hmm.. exams over.. freedom obtained.. have been busy looking for jobs, meeting up friends, making holiday plans.. seems pretty busy esp in addition to daily tuition class.. haiz.. but i m still BORED.. that has to be when i got nothing to do or penniless.. simple..

also.. bcos i was pretty occupied in the day time, i do not get to see Dear a lot.. haha.. i feel more independent like that.. but someone is complaining.. hmm.. it is true that i haf been playing too much n kinda neglected him.. but i kinda enjoy the dayz when we r not 'sticking' together.. hahaha.. anyway.. he is finishing his last paper tml.. when i haf done so last wed. opps.. hahaha.. but still.. Dear.. u must jia you k? must score for this paper.. i know u got confidence for it... Good Luck!

back to me.. still looking for a job.. but has started on my self grooming plans liao.. feel like gg for massage n someone says HE wanna sponsor me.. haha.. must go for SPA then.. hmm.. n Baby n i haf decided to go for Tango classes.. Coolz.. haha.. image me wearing heels.. i sure cry after lesson.. so painful.. dun care.. Dear, u must carry me home after class.. haha..

Today Dear showed me a blog by someone in Sci Fac.. this stuppid guy said that he cannot find a decent looking girl in Sci fac, say things like asking sci gers to wear cosmetics is like asking Britney to stay virgin, he has to lower his standard so much to date a sci ger, sci gers are always wrapped up in t shirts n jeans, sci gers are so bad looking that their faces seems to have been run over by lorries many times and blah blah blah.. he even commented that sci guys smells like they have not bathe for very long..

so wat's the stereotyping with science gers and so great abt gers from other facs? he even said he n his friends came to agreement that they had to close one eyes or both eyes to look at or date sci gers..it is like WTH? he think he is so damn god handsome is it? but anyway.. he got flamed in his own blog.. some comments i think it is true: " Sci gers dun dress up in mini skirts and doll up cos they dun see the need to. there is simply no God damn charming guy in sci fac.." or in my view, the whole of the UNI. haha.. but think he may abandon his blog.. cos ppl dared him to post up his pic to let everyone determine if he is fit to say such things abt gers.. so MEN.. see? never critise gers.. u never know who reads it.. and to me..i just feel that this year 2 or 3 Life science Mister has watched too much movie and fantasize too much.. hoping to find a TV actress to be his gf.. come on.. be realistic.. and always OPEN your eyes b4 u start to sentence everyone by one type of crime.. if u wan.. then be specific, shallow loser!... for ur info, i am a NUS SCI GER!

writtern @5/04/2005 11:57:00 pm

hmm... i missed my friends.. i mean not onli ger friends.. like rick, seng, wilson, wilis.. i missed all of them.. but i lost contact.. so sian.. cos i know them thru my ex.. they r such precious friends.. hmm...sian again.. suddenli feeling so sad for the first time after my exams..

i asked myself.. "who was the one who said that we shall remain friends after the breakup?" as in.. i'm not interested in a comeback.. ppl tell me to forget you.. but can i? the ans is NO.. cos u have left a mark in my life.. you were the one who taught me to accept ex as friends.. but now u are ignoring me like germs since the breakup... u can say that i've hurt u too deeply..But who can guarantee tat we will stay together happily forever? ask yourself... aren't u more happy with ur present gf now? u said u will have gers but u will never fall in love again.. but i doubt so.. after so long.. i shall not be seem to be pointing my finger towards u at this moment.. afterall.. it has been so long.. but i never knew that u wud be so petty.. anyway.. I'm trying to contact all of u.. cos i simply missed you guys as a bunch a good friends.. like wat we were..

This sadness is hard to dscribe.. it is not pain.. it is plain self mocking and regrets.. regrets for being too dependent and to miss out this bunch of friends for so long.. but i've a consolation prize.. at least some of them r still willing to tok to me after so long.. i thank you people for your graciousness.. seriously... thank you..

writtern @5/01/2005 12:42:00 am